Yuki Notes

At the beginning of June, she seemed to have accepted my failure. She said that she will trust me. And then, we fixed the date for house-moving and wedding. About two months later, we are going to live together.

After waking up, we embraced each other at dawn. In the middle of petting, she hoped me to insert. Sign of ejaculation made me hesitate. Although she said she doesn't mind that, I stopped finally. I suppose I am caught in an obsession. I want to express the love more freely.

In early April, I hurt her feelings with regard to sex. She said that she was very sad. I really regretted my foolishness. Although I have made hickey on her neck by mistake yesterday. I have to take a look at my unconscious violence. I hope I'm not too late.

In 2016, I was a homeroom teacher for 1st year students. Although it was a worthwhile job, I experienced divorce in summer of the year. My private life was full of misery. Three years later, I became a first grade teacher again. Different from previous me is what I am thinking about marriage life with my partner. Keeping myself busy, I am positive for the future.

Today’s lunch was a homemade butter chicken curry. I feel that full of vegetables and proteins make me fine. Maybe I improved in cooking a little bit.

These days I’m using this workbook to study English grammar. But my answer is wrong in most cases. Maybe I’m at the bottom of my class, to say the least. Though I’m a little disappointed with myself, I want to meke steady effort.

Recently I have not had time to workout. But I continue the habit arriving at my office an hour earlier than regular office hours. This is the big change of my own.