Loving
This night, I will propose to her. I want be happy with her. In my private life, all I want is that. If we can’t have child, I will make her happy.
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Relief and Anxiety
Early in March, the results of her test were good made me relieved. Although there is no life-threatening concern, it seems can not be expected having a baby. Because of congenital factors, she accepted the fact that she can't get pregnant in hers teens.
Prejudice
I saw a movie titled "Green Book" with her. Despite heavy theme, I could feel sense of humor in the characters's way of living. In a picture, there were many implicit and explicit prejudices. Of course, I don't want to have brutally discriminatory sentiments. But unfortunately, I think I have unconscious of it. I want become open-minded person not hurts others feeling.
Nostalgic memory
Last night, I had a precious dream. When I opened my eyes, I remembered my former teacher at art school. In my late teens , I was looking for the path I live.